Friday, June 20, 2025

I was his hero
because I was SO smart
& KNEW SO much
& he just wants me to get to KNOW 
his kid
before
THEY*

*that did get him points

are not a kid anymore 

& he was with Dad at the end
& he thinks 
I was the
LOVE of his LIFE 

RIGHT 
THAT is 
KINDA
the POINT 

I had this whole 
F*CKed UP
THING with dad 

that jason doesn't understand 
BUT 
wants to mansplain to ME 

& I didn't SAY I wouldn't have a relationship with the kid, I said what I said 

SO
I said to him

I'm not saying 
what you
SAY I'm saying 

you're just NOT hearing me 
because I'm not saying 
what you want me to say 

AND
I think 
HERO because SMART
is bullsh*t

& smart and knew so much
sounds like 
DOUBLE bullsh*t
BUT 
people like to be
other people's heroes, don't they

I got almost NO sleep 
& I've had
NO KINGS 
STUCK in my HEAD 

GOOD MORNING VIETNAM