because I was SO smart
& KNEW SO much
& he just wants me to get to KNOW
his kid
before
THEY*
*that did get him points
are not a kid anymore
& he was with Dad at the end
& he thinks
I was the
LOVE of his LIFE
RIGHT
THAT is
KINDA
the POINT
I had this whole
F*CKed UP
THING with dad
that jason doesn't understand
BUT
wants to mansplain to ME
& I didn't SAY I wouldn't have a relationship with the kid, I said what I said
SO
I said to him
I'm not saying
what you
SAY I'm saying
you're just NOT hearing me
because I'm not saying
what you want me to say
AND
I think
HERO because SMART
is bullsh*t
& smart and knew so much
sounds like
DOUBLE bullsh*t
BUT
people like to be
other people's heroes, don't they
I got almost NO sleep
& I've had
NO KINGS
STUCK in my HEAD
GOOD MORNING VIETNAM