Friday, June 27, 2025

I made Jason
FEEL bad
or so he says 

it's FUNNY 
ONE of the complaints that I get
with some degree of regularity
is that I'm 
TOO BLUNT

BUT 
if I'm SO BLUNT 
why doesn't anybody ever 
SEEM to
KNOW 
what I THINK 
or FEEL 
ABOUT 
ANYTHING 

there are PLENTY of instances 
where I KNOW 
OTHER 
people would make
ULTIMATUMS 
&
I'm not like that
it's not worth it to me

I don't want to CHANGE people 
I find THAT offensive 

if I'm telling you what I need
& you're NOT interested 
WHAT is the
POINT 

the THING is 
I tell people 
I feel like
ALWAYS what I need
BUT 
since I don't EVER say*

*well I guess I did with the cat

DO THIS 
OR ELSE mutherf*CKer
I FEEL like 

it JUST doesn't get
HEARD

is this SOMEHOW my imagination 

I KNOW (now) that others can't SEE things like I do, but WHY, when I'm telling someone 
EXACTLY 
HOW 
to handle me

can they STILL not handle me

it is super exhausting 
& if I live to be
💯
I will NEVER understand it