Wednesday, June 11, 2025

MOST
of the DISHES she has
are some
I bought for her

for xmas one year
& when I cleaned out her house
I found them

STILL 
in the BOX

on top of the refrigerator 
or something 

which
I'm not gonna lie 
HURT a little 

I pressed them into
SERVICE 

I THINK 
I HAVE to THROW them AWAY 

I'm NOT 
WASHING 
THEM

I don't KNOW 
HOW this
ALL 
PLAYS out

BUT 
she shouldn't CARE 
she DIDN'T really 
WANT them
ANYWAY 

I'm not going to 
WASH
MAGGOT-y SLIME 
OFF of them

I'm withdrawing the GIFT
as the PRICE
of being 
FORCED to DEAL

MAYBE 

I DID BUY  some plates

ANYWAY 

this WHOLE thought 
EXERCISE 

made me WONDER 
if there ACTUALLY WAS some kind of 
CARNEY justice 
that I could
EXTRACT

I MEAN 
I'm not talking about 
HURTING her
OBVIOUSLY 

would THAT 
EVEN work

& is the presence of that feeling 
LIKE 
vestigial poor white trash