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Thursday, June 19, 2025


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      • I was down in the lobby, or whatever getting break...
      • i WANT a DISCOballI have N...
      • the tarot says you don't FEEL that wayit SAYS you ...
      • I FEEL LIKE this is one of those THINGS where my t...
      • I guess this IDEAthat I'm not forgiving that I'm B...
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      • I'm KINDA in a FUNK& I'm trying to bump myself OUT...
      • i thought this was a nice touch 
      • goodnight sweetheart πŸ’‹ I LOVE you VERY much 🫢🫢...
      • I reread that stuff from last night& I'm not sure ...
      • I got a thirty minute"facial"which was lymphatic d...
      • OKREcalculating sorry historic frank lloyd wright ...
      • ANDI just looked at my phone and it was 11:11AGAIN 
      • OKI'm NOT gonna go down the PATH I'm going DOWNwhe...
      • I was looking forward to it & I got confused I am ...
      • OKNOWI'm NOT doing so well
      • WAIT was it LAST NIGHT?I'm SO CONFUSED 
      • I passed outwriting this big long thing about howw...
      • I passed outgoodnight sweetheart πŸ’‹ πŸ‘ΎπŸ«šπŸ«ΆπŸ«ΆπŸ«ΆπŸ€❤️πŸ”₯
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      • I guess I EXPECTED more of a DINERI'm NOT SURE why...
      • willow riverSEEMSMAYBE a resort or near a national...
      • OHI FORGOT to tell you about LUNCH OKSO I'm boppin...
      • I made JasonFEEL bador so he says it's FUNNY ONE o...
      • I was driving around I saw this placew...
      • I need to sleep I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart πŸ’‹...
      • the THING isALL day I had been LIKE OMGWHY did you...
      • an EXAMPLE of Google mapsWEIRDNESSI was following ...
      • thisMIGHT actually be the walletI had the strong d...
      • ya KNOW VERY recently I had a WEIRD butVERY STRONG...
      • ANDI don't KNOW that they areALL that potentI've d...
      • SOI was LIKE should I go to the bar againI'm hungr...
      • TODAY is the FIRST time let me back upwhenever I t...
      • DON'T take that to mean I'm belligerent NOWjust re...
      • OHI forgot google maps did me DIRTY & while I was ...
      • ENERGY today seems to be TWO and FOUR ...
      • I'm NOT TRYING to be SCARY or difficult & I'm not ...
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      • the STORM CLOUDS wereAMAZING & as a person who has...
      • I would have rather MAYBE that's suggestiveI would...
      • I talked to a woman at the barI didn't really want...
      • WELL I seem to have auditionedfor TWISTER 3BUT I d...
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      • what does eat a plumperMEANI tried to look it up& ...
      • WELL I seem to have auditionedfor TWISTER 3BUT I d...
      • I gotta sleep I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart πŸ’‹πŸ«Ά...
      • OH& THIS feels like sh*t talking, a little BUT deb...
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      • WELL I wanted a corolla & theyTRIED to give me a T...
      • goodnight sweetheart πŸ’‹ I LOVE you VERY much 🫢🫢...
      • my mom's friend came by& she was all LIKE do you e...
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      • shoulda BEEN asleep goodnight sweetheart πŸ’‹ I LOVE...
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      • the thing I don't getI don't NEED CLOSURE from deb...
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      • I think it's maybe INTERESTING to expand onwe didn...
      • I'm at thirty minutes on that video nowI am SO gla...
      • ANDit's possible that I misinterpreted some of WHA...
      • I am veryAGITATED I'm MADbecause I FELT BADthat I ...
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      • ANDULTIMATELY if I'm not gonna doWHAT he wantshe D...
      • ya KNOW it occurs to me I have REALLY put all my e...
      • I was his herobecause I was SO smart& KNEW SO much...
      • I'm STILL running SLOW I JUST cracked myself up it...
      • OHMAYBE the kidis baitMAYBE SEEII FEEL like THIS W...
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      • WELL I probably traumatized jason after I posted o...
      • I hope this is better
      • THAT assessment that she's what he could GET is my...
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