THAT is bizarre
WHY
am I STILL having such a hard time
leaving the house
I KNOW
I'm on an UPWARD trajectory
BUT
I guess how I feel is
WHY
did she want a kid at all
why did she not
VALUE me
WHY
did she
DO all the bad things
& EVEN
AS
I say that, I'm all LIKE
MAYBE
you're thinking about it WRONG somehow
I'm like okay
think of a good memory
I LOVE unsweetened iced tea
it is one of my favorite things
& this is HOW
I learned to
LOVE it
my mom was doing an art show
in the KINGWOOD -- the livable forest
it's this planned community in the Houston area
I had heard about it
& was KINDA
excited to SEE it -- which I didn't, really
SO
ANYWAY
we are in a booth in a covered tent type situation
in the "woods"
& it is f*CKing HOT
my mom brought unsweetened iced tea
I did not drink unsweetened iced tea
NO ONE
drinks unsweetened iced tea
& I was NOT going to drink it EITHER
BUT
I got really really
THIRSTY
I finally drank the unsweetened iced tea
& BECAUSE
I was all
HEAT exhaustion
it was f*CKing nectar of the gods
BEST THING
I EVER
drank
& SHE
GAVE me THAT
