of all the people
so MANY associated
IDEAS
the ONE that immediately
SEEMS salient
is
the one that ILLUSTRATES me
she was gonna take me OUT for my birthday
to a place that I KNEW to be
VERY EXPENSIVE
& which I was PRETTY sure
she would NOT understand HOW $$$
& I could have
just said NO
BUT
it was a thing SHE wanted to do
it was a thing I WANTED to do
it was going to be fun
BUT I KNEW
I was probably going to have to
NO
PROBABLY is too STRONG
I think it is a lot more expensive than you think
I said to her
PLEASE call the restaurant
BUT I knew M wouldn't do that
SO I went to dinner with her
FULLY prepared to
PAY for my OWN dinner
& that's the way I am
I was IRRITATED with her
because when SPECIFICALLY
TOLD
she couldn't
ya know
BUT
it wasn't a SURPRISE
(continuing)
