I really wanted to forget him too
I dated him in high school
& then kept running into him
AROUND
in my middle twenties
I had really thought
we were gonna do it
he was the first guy I dated
first guy I kissed
he wrote "me" poems
the AMBER haired woman
which is nicely vague
and turned out to be three of us
which wouldn't have been so much of a problem
except of course
he was billing it as ya know
special and singular
&
even THAT I think wouldn't have been so bad
but my gran gran died
and I needed him to just kinda
be there for me
& THAT was apparently too much to ask
SO I dumped him
which I don't remember him being too upset about
so we did it LATER
so that adds another one time situation
