I think maybe she loved me
a little
or knew it was
a little bit more than I loved her
so she maybe
had to
punish me some
PLUS
she was SUPER
IN THE CLOSET to her family
and that was ALWAYS
f*CKing me around SOMEHOW
my best friend Charlotte
had been childhood friends
or had known her longer anyway
& she wouldn't talk to me about her
she just said
YOU ARE SUCH A GUY
which ALSO
HURT
