for my twenty first birthday
we went to Galveston
stayed the night
in some cheap
MOTEL
&
she let me do it AGAIN
I had had no additional training
well probably
BOOKS
FILMS
IMAGININGS
nothing hands on
SUDDENLY
I was GREAT
there was light though
& I held her DOWN better
& I couldn't turn my neck right
for a couple days
BUT yeah
the thing is
she always made me FEEL like
she was doing ME the FAVOR not like
this was a natural part
of our love
&
I THINK that's partially because
we WEREN'T in love
we were FRIENDS
and I think
that's maybe how the girls she f*CKed
made her FEEL
they were mostly bi-curious straight women
