I KNOW 

I MIGHT not be making SENSE 

I don't know 

HOW 

to CONVEY 

ALL

the STUFF 

& I'm getting 

BITS

of

something 

BUT 

it's HARD to HOLD on to it

& I got these note books

BUT 

if you FOCUS 

you PICK 

I'm trying to READ the STREAM 

POSSIBLY 

AND

THEN I think 

OR you're CRAZY but hear me out

THIS is a THING I DO

THIS is a thing I'm trying to LEARN how to do 

BUT 

I ALSO 

UNDERSTAND that I have 

you don't need to go all into THAT

JUST tell him the thing

there is some way

that you are

SO with me

and 

I'm sorry I'm doing a spotty job

explaining 

I LOVE you