THAT is just
an area where I get close enough
that it KINDA
HURTS
to not fit
or SOMETHING
Elie Mystal said something about
an alanis song
EXPLAINING
genX non kamala voting white men
AND
I was like oh NO
because now I was gonna have to go listen to it
AND
after the ordeal that jagged little pill was
SO MUCH so
that when it was re-released twenty years later
I'm LIKE
NOT READY
to hear any of that again
BUT
I went and listened
& didn't really understand
what she was talking about
or what he was talking about
& I FELT not woman enough
THEN too
AND
I'm PROBABLY
JUST LOOKING
for
ALIENATION -- confirmation
