I saw this thing
it was like 
psychology hacks 
if you talk to
SOMEONE 
ABOUT 
a third party--  anything POSITIVE 
you attribute to the person you're talking about 
the listener will attribute to YOU 
I always enjoyed the way
grad student teachers
did this sort of
BRUH stuff
SO
I usually watch anything of that sort
it's TRUE I can say
CATEGORICALLY 
I have had 
FLASHES
about the girl thing
BUT 
they haven't stuck long enough for me to 
write it down 
I've got books
where I sit
&
in my purse, because sometimes 
I don't remember all the RAM
BUT 
I just keep getting this SENSE 
SO much STUFF 
SEEMS 
DIFFERENT than I thought 
& I don't know 
I feel like I 
have a LOT of UNKNOWN 
UNKNOWNS
it's WEIRD