I had this thought 
MAYBE 
I'm not channeling the goddess 
because I have no 
LIKE 
pulling IN
honey baby we are seeing eye to eye
you are fundamentally 
made of me
PART of 
me
I don't know if that's right, goddess-wise
BUT 
I don't think I have that energy
MAYBE 
my energy is more
DISTANT
LIKE 
I KNOW I can't be understood, I'm not pretending 
BUT 
SURELY 
that can't be true
I didn't ALWAYS believe that 
I have this SENSE 
that I don't have a desire to 
COMMUNICATE 
in THAT close way
MAYBE 
that's right 
maybe it's RESISTANCE 
I KEEP being 
SHOCKED 
did I KNOW myself 
HOW 
can there be so much about which I am
STILL 
uncertain