Friday, November 15, 2024

AND
I'm AGIT
because I had this realization 
a few, like not quite a week 
the world has gone mad
& if there's 
GONNA 
BE

AND
I saw the earthship
all these pieces fell into place
& it SEEMED really obvious 
what I was supposed to
& break it up into
PIECES

BUT 
I had it HIT me
JUST how 
MUCH
human interaction that would entail
AND
I just don't KNOW 
if I can DEAL
BUT 

THEN
I remind myself 
I USED to do
an EXTREME amount of human interaction 

BUT 
I'm balking
& WHATNOT 

I'm all LIKE 
we're problem solving 
this solution 
solved the problems 
BEST

we're OPEN to 
other 
IDEAS 

I FEEL like my dad 
made it SEEM
LIKE 
wise man in a cave or up a mountain 
was an OPTION 

YES
& you balked at isolated & alone
YOU 
wanted a community