I've got something to
LOOK at
I can see the state of my mind
SORT OF
it certainly is
AGIT
BUT
I think there's a lot of
MOVEMENT
it's a little
AGGRESSIVE
I think the fluoresce
& that lace-y-ness
PUSHES it
a little surreal, maybe
I was saying I wasn't happy with it
that I probably shouldn't have tried to paint
she said I just had too much going on
AND
she said something that made no sense to me
AND
I watched this HBO show
I just found out about
ren faire
& I'll be damned if it isn't king george
he is STILL running the place
I didn't KNOW him
BUT
I KINDA feel like I do
I watched him
he made a few proclamations
it was a TRIP
he's 86
he's STILL running it
& he is a deeply
WEIRD
guy
I think it's a pretty good show, though
REPRESENT
there were other important elements
ANYWAY
I'm thinking about THAT
AND
I'm wanting to ask her
I KNOW
she had a different experience
she met bob there
BUT
if I TRY to talk to her
she will DO SOMETHING that will make me
SORRY
AND
the something
that she said leads me to believe
I VERIFIED that it did
BUT
SOMETIMES
that doesn't doesn't mean anything
she thinks I'm like getting IDEAS for pictures
that I'm then trying to
EXECUTE
so I would take THIS failed attempt
and COPY parts that work
THAT
I totally NOT what I'm doing
I've painted all these colors and textures
it's this whole IN the MOMENT thing
I don't believe that I could replicate it
ANY of it
