communication 
with people 
it was
MOSTLY CUSTOMERS 
& there was
MAYBE 
SO
MUCH 
of it as to just, like, burn out the circuit 
AND
THEN the psychosis 
of the
LOCKDOWN 
maybe did some sort of
RESET
& NOW 
I just lose all desire to interact
at all
when I hit that problem point with humans
I felt like 
that was some new information 
I'm slightly high