because I needed
a soothing
ELEMENT, I think
I played with a new
COLOR palette
I'm going to be removing
the violet iron oxide
it doesn't
work the way it should have
green gold & violet iron oxide
in SOME brands
makes a beautiful gold color
NON-metallic
Holbein Naples yellow
Winsor Newton gold ocher
WN green gold
(big orange blob is a mix)
Daniel Smith Rhodenite genuine
Holbein Perylene Maroon
DaVinci violet iron oxide
WN Antwerp blue*
*and I went back and forth about the blue choice, it looks like a pb15:3, maybe, but it's really a pb27 same as Prussian blue but lighter brighter processing of the pigment**
**I am super into pigments, I wonder about myself if I might be slightly neurodivergent
this picture
the colors are not right
BUT
I LIKE the way the picture came out
& I'm gonna have to
LISTEN to them ALL
BUT
I'm not ready to shift
to a new viewpoint YET
I need to stay here
for a little while
TK
sometimes hits different
& baseball
BUT
SOMETIMES
I'm not sure if these
I HAVE to think THIS
NOW
aren't a sign of something
I'm not sure I'm seeing them
CLEARLY
BUT
I might be RIGHT
& typically
second-guessing
doesn't work out great
I'm hearing
STINKY and DIRTY
in my HEAD
TODAY
& I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart
I MIGHT think of more stuff
BUT
I want to say goodnight now
because I very well might
just pass out
I'm exhausted
