& you maybe want
SOME FEELING
for what
I always find it difficult to write
because I'm trying
to be non-specific
& either I used to do this well
and somehow have lost it
OR
I feel like I need
to do something different
I feel LIKE I'm not
LIFTING you
ANYWAY I almost
MANAGED
to avoid that question
I feel LIKE
he art REFERENCES things
that I don't know about
SO
when I look at the very BRIGHT color
there is something happening
I understand that
BUT
I FEEL like
it's about MORE than that
it FEELS culturally referenced
BUT I am not in on it
which is kinda cool actually
MAYBE it's cooler
if it isn't actually
& it just made me feel that way
EITHER way
what I think
is not important
I'm some old crazy person
SHE'S the new generation
AND just being honest
TALENT is great
BUT it's probably not as important as
being happy
what I wish for her is that she be happy
that's all I ever wanted
what do you want to be when you grow up
HAPPY
I mean I WANTED to be a ballerina
THAT'S TRUE
so I guess not all I wanted was to be happy
I mean how were you at fifteen
SHE'S kicking your fifteen year old ass, right
