part of WHY
I'm continuing
is that dream I had
where you
very timidly kissed me
like you wanted to
but it was kinda scary
you were shy
vulnerable
you WANTED something
I believed
more or real or something
but since then
it occurred to me
that MAYBE
you
instead
wanted for me
to FEEL the realness of
what is
so not anything changing
BUT
my perception of what it all means
if that makes sense
LIKE
not want something else
when what we have
is already
BETTER
(continuing)
