HOW crazy am I
I WONDER
& I'm all LIKE
I'm pretty sure he has not YET
HEARD anything
even vaguely
ABOUT
HOW
AWESOME he is
THAT is who you are now
PEOPLE don't WANT to hear
that you find them
so distractingly
HOT
WELL, I MEAN
YOU wouldn't BUT
MAYBE
a lot of people wouldn't MIND
BUT
I THINK
I MAYBE was CONFUSED
& I said I wasn't right
BUT
I was thinking about your voice
not just THAT
LIKE
your spirit or aura or presence
& THAT is SO LARGE
AND BRIGHT
FILLS the ROOM
AND
EVERY bit of it
is gonna come through
BUT
NOT CRY
meant a lot to me
I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart
I'm still working on the red dirt story
I'm trying to figure out
what I'm trying to say
I don't want all the vulnerable
stuff MAYBE
in something I'd try to get
PUBLISHED
BUT
I thought I might try
DO you know the crazy thing
I did today
I looked at Zillow
at houses there
I have this silly fantasy
six months in Japan
six months at the pilgrimage
I think maybe I AM a writer
BUT
I think there are
different ways to do that now
OR
if I have enough RIZZ
which I'm not sure I do then maybe
I could be a STORYTELLER
on tic Tok or something
THAT seems far fetched
BUT
I heard something about digital book products
& audible book products
I'm gonna look a
LITTLE deeper into it
