AND

I am NOT sure 

if ANY

of this is right 

AND

I am NOT sure 

HOW I feel about the different 

HYPOTHESES 

there's a WAY 

that you

MIGHT 

have been asking me

back in February 

a question 

you thought I wanted to have you ask

BUT in a different way 

than I meant it

& then it hurt you

that I didn't 

understand 

& all that I can say is

there is a way 

that I wish I was easier 

&

there is a way that

if either of us

was less complicated 

neither of us 

would

be all that interested

I HOPE 

I haven't insulted you 

with any of this

I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart 💋