the if you FIND the Buddha
it WORKS
on a bunch of levels
I took the MESSAGE
NOW
I find I'm a little wobbly on the MESSAGE
THE POINT
is that it works with the beautiful thing I strung together with slashes that I NOW can't remember
intangible/tangible/transition/totem
I THINK that's RIGHT
the REASON it WORKS
the mojo, or whatever
it NEVER really
occurs to me to explain this stuff
is BECAUSE it TURNS
on the one hand
I read it as "we got jesus, round up buddha"
on the other hand
I take it as a sort of KOAN
which sent me down this RABBIT HOLE
I kind of reconnected
BEGINNER'S MIND
INFORMATION
there is a tibetan buddhist temple
LIKE
a MILE and a half
away
BUT
MAYBE
what I REALLY wanted
was ZEN
THAT ties back
to what
I'm attracted to
the SENSE that there is
just
an
energy
SO
LIKE
come at THINGS with a
BEGINNER'S MIND
FRESH EYES
CLEAN SLATE
WHAT would THAT mean
can I just treat her like she was some random
WOMAN
I'm NOT sure it's possible
BUT
I'm noticing the things
that are not
COMPLETELY sensical
INFORMATION
I wrote this next part wasaasy up top
but it was gonna make more sense
DOWN HERE
sh*t
I should have bought her candy
she would not have liked that*
BUT
I'm a little worried
she's just will
eat extras
BUT
she can safely eat THREE
so MAYBE
it's OK
*she wanted oil free salad dressing
she's eating fruit and yogurt and rotisserie chicken and soup she makes from the bones
she's cut back on the cheese
it's counter to what she's
trying to achieve
I've got
CAMELOT
in my HEAD
WHAT is THAT about
