THINKING
I don't seem to be TALKING
&
I feel like
THAT
MIGHT be BAD
I feel sorta all over the place
thinking-wise
&
I don't know HOW far
I should spin things out
I've ALSO been
thinking about how much further out
I spin things
than maybe I'm meant to
&
I find myself
paralyzed
in terms of talking
SO
I'm explaining THAT
which seems
LAME
especially when
I spent a lot of the day
thinking about you
how MUCH
I LOVE your VOICE
& how grateful I am
for you
in many aspects
& how hard it is for me
to be all like
asking for
whatever it is I'm doing here
& how I keep being uncertain
what things mean
& having a hard time
NOT KNOWING
I feel like I don't know what is going on with me
I LOVE the though pathways
YOU are the ONLY one
who makes me
THINK like that & I f*CKing LOVE it
&
I LOVE you
&
I'm worried that if I don't SAY something
you're gonna think
I'm not that into it
&
I wish I felt like
I've been making any sense
SUNDAY
my plan
not complete
input offered or requested
jeez
THAT was oblique
HOPEFULLY
I'll be chattier tomorrow
❤️
goodnight sweetheart 💋
I LOVE you VERY much 🫶
👾🫚
🍦
