I had a LOT of FEELS
& perhaps
the elements of the last day
were pretty perfect
LIKE real REPRESENT
BUT also
and this sounds weird so I MUST be
SKIPPING a step
the day went well
the day was representative
in ways both good
and bad
and I feel like we might be
at a place where
we've found
an EQUILIBRIUM
MAYBE
I have some sadness
I have this CONCEPTUALIZATION
human grievance
isn't
RATIONAL
which SOUNDS obvious NOW
BUT in my HEAD
I'm thinking MORE SPECIFICALLY
LIKE there's some
CALCULUS
and SOMETIMES it just COMES UP
LIKE
carney justice
I can't EXPLAIN it
if it doesn't make SENSE
it's about SOME sort of COSMIC scale
BALANCE
AND
I think of myself as being
pretty good
BUT
SOMETIMES
I surprise myself
and I wonder if I can
AMPLIFY THAT
KINDA
REVERSE engineer
UNDERSTAND
I couldn't write specifics
that might have
made things
clearer
BUT
it is also possible
that I am OVERLY excited
by the overly POETIC
specifics
of the "good" example
that I DON'T WANT to SHARE
BUT
it's even SORT of
in the cockroach tea story
I'm SORRY
I went off on a TANGENT in my HEAD
about JUSTIFICATION
and I LOST the THREAD
