I'm getting 
Mr Postman
which I can't THINK of
any other
interpretation 
BUT 
that whatever I said
MAYBE 
sounded harsh-- I need to SAY something ELSE
I AM experiencing the world
in a MORE
moment to moment way
I'm TRYING to 
& I'm FIGURING it out 
BUT 
I'm NOT solid
by any means & I'm not sure 
I KNOW what I'm talking about 
I LOVE you VERY much!