I KEEP forgetting
that you can't read my mind
when I went to live with her
I was running away
and then she broke me
and I thought
NOW
I'm not SURE
that I had disgust for her before that
I decided to really back off
any scripts patterns
of behavior
beginner's
mind
and it probably wasn't
successful
BUT
it might turn out in the end, or hell, the interim
I WAS ABSOLUTELY being irritating
if the WORST thing in the world
would be to divulge ANY
information
ABOUT
your thought process
or your inner world
she's got one, right
it's not a senile thing
she was like this
with my perfectly reasonable
questions about menopause
years ago
NONE of it makes SENSE
to ME
