which I can't quite
REMEMBER
I FEEL
STILL
like my brain is working through things
BUT
I still feel KINDA off
I saw this REEL, or whatever
about this young girl
buying a bracelet
for her sister
who was raising her
she had a BIG bag of SMALL changes
to pay for the three thousand dollar bracelet
& the jeweler
SAID
THAT is exactly
the right amount
& I started
SOBBING
I'm not SURE what that means exactly
I feel like
DIFFERENT today
&
I'm not sure
if I'm passing THROUGH this
OR
WHAT
BUT
it's uncomfortable somehow
I HOPED I'd be
CHATTY
& FUN
TODAY
BUT
I don't think I QUITE
MANAGED
I got that planning done though
SO
THAT
is SOMETHING
goodnight sweetheart 💋
I LOVE you VERY much 🫶
👾🫚
☕