I HOPE
it goes without saying
that the stuff about the
intangible/tangible/transition/totem
is not somehow
CODED
it's not about YOU
it's about ME
& my brain restructuring
& the times
& whatever
DON'T LOOK
for anything BAD
I'm NOT trying to tell you anything BAD
I'm trying to tell myself
AND you
what's going on with me
because my BRAIN is BROKEN
& I'm trying to fix it
I may be ridiculous for telling you that
you may KNOW
BUT
I WORRY
about you like you were fragile
maybe I'm projecting that
MAYBE
you are solid in your belief in me
AND
besides have a whole happy life
that isn't dependent on
my reassurance
JUST in CASE
🫶👾🫚🫶
🍄🍄🍄
