NOT
to do that
I have all this like DAMAGE baggage
for lack of a BETTER term
& ONE of the things
I set these STOPS
LIKE
when I told you I've decided you do not
share that
that way my dad was
when there are THINGS
DON'T TRACK-- not relevant to anything
BUT
ALSO
I have a kind of
DISCONNECT between
THIS YOU
which is partially CONSTRUCTED
in my MIND
&
REAL WORLD YOU
which contains a LOT MORE than that
LIKE
I MEAN of course
BUT
it's confusing
AND
I just keep telling myself
yep, you're GONNA get
CONFUSED
until you don't
bring it with you like a RAIN CLOUD, remember
