50/50
I didn't SAY
THAT
either
but NOW I am SOMEWHAT unmoored
I don't KNOW
WHAT
I thought WHEN
AND
I am feeling SOME kind of WAYS
& I'm not SURE
HOW
BUT now I think I'm SUPPOSED to KNOW
BUT let me start, I guess, with the REASON
apart from brain fog
that I might been off my game, or whatever
I had this STRANGE conversation
with my mom
& it KINDA freaked me out
BUT
I didn't want to tell you ABOUT it
because
it didn't seem interesting
I didn't WANT to articulate it
I wasn't sure what it meant SO WHY do it
I MEAN
WHAT would I even SAY
I just KINDA
OK
it ENDED with
her saying
YOU are really ADORABLE
I don't know WHY
I SAY that
because you are really IRRITATING
*laughing* YEAH?
then I'm getting out of the car
adjusting the seat
to it's original
position
I SAY to her
I FEEL like
if I had said THAT SAME THING
to YOU
that it would have HURT your FEELINGS
and
SHE
said
NOPE
