say you love me
STUCK in my HEAD
I don't know
WHY
MAYBE
JUST
the KINDA
topsy turvy love bit
& 1970s love songs
I have had
SO many FEELS
about leaving art supply
AND
my thoughts about you
are complicated
BUT
I LOVE you
AND
I want you NOT to worry
& I want to KNOW
HOW everything is going to work out
BUT
I have to just let THINGS settle
I have so MUCH
WARMTH
for the desire to help me
so much CERTAINTY
that we are connected some spiritual way
AND
I play through the tarot readings
the story
I've had in my HEAD
ABOUT soul mates
& WHATNOT
and how maybe the glowing green was for told
and you were meant to ACTIVATE
BUT
this is taking a long time
this transformation
& it's EASY
to WORRY
I get lost easily in the framework
I'm trying to CHANGE it
it's scary
SOMETIMES
I'm not SURE how much
SENSE I make
BUT
THANK you
for loving me enough
for whatever is going on with me
