is a CONSTRUCTION in my HEAD
THEN
I am MAKING UP my own
ANSWERS
WHY
do I HAVE the
EXTERNAL
character
it's
SUPER important to
the CONCEPT
I think
THAT'S
IMPORTANT but I'm not sure why
I have this DESIRE to
CONNECT with this CONCEPTUAL
LIKE
my long-term interest
which has NEVER quite LED to
TAKING hallucinations
ALL THAT
is tied up in the concept of the vegetal mother as the one who looks into you and tells you what you need to do to fix yourself
AND
I want to turn that CONCEPT
into
the EMPATHY machine
from
DO ANROIDS dream
BUT
I ALSO
WANT this CREATURE
to be COMPANIONABLE & funny
SO NOT SCARY
& HOW
CREATING the character
HOW to describe
SOMETHING
that is
IMAGINED
as IMAGINARY
FEELS
LIKE a HARD assignment
BUT
I'm the one who came up with it
WHY
am I SO drawn to this IDEA
