I don't KNOW if
I've ever adequately explained
BECAUSE
it's NOT
ENTIRELY clear to ME
BUT
it's SOMETHING
LIKE
the ME that
CLEANS
& the
ME
that WRITES
are NOT the SAME me
BUT -- NOT
LIKE
I'm libbi and that's betsee
MORE like
WHEN I'm doing THAT
MY WORLD
revolves around THAT
& it's JARRING
that it can't ever all be the SAME world
I'm trying to
FIND
the WORLD
I don't KNOW ever
HOW much SENSE
ANY of this makes
TRYING to describe
SUBJECTIVE INTERNAL landscapes
OH
I dreamed
I was MIXING some special
KIND of
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