Wednesday, March 19, 2025

I said something 
on social media again 
TODAY
& I FEEL rude NOW 

it was not necessary 
BUT 
I WANTED to say it
& WHATEVER 
NOBODY 
cares

this woman
she's a LIFTER 
& men do the stuff they do
& she trolls them
& it's just
LIKE 
this WHOLE unapologetically 
NONE of THIS 
is FOR anyone OTHER 
than ME

it's SUCH an unacceptable thing somehow 
AND
this one person 
who may be
a woman
it wasn't OBVIOUSLY a man

was saying 
HEY they're RESPONDING to 
the giant CHIP you have on your SHOULDER 

which in fairness 
probably isn't 
WRONG 
BUT 
YOU have NO IDEA
HOW hard it is to KEEP men off you
EVEN when you are doing 
EVERYTHING you can
to NOT look
APPEALING 
&
I TOOK issue 
with this idea that she should
HAVE to

SMILE more

basically 

MAYBE 
I came off
LOOKING CRAZY 

BUT 
I said some sh*t about 
HOW
YEAH SURE 
some men will treat you like you're human
BUT 
SOMETHING about
IMPINGING (maybe) and how
EXHAUSTING 
it is to hold space for men
& she should take her OWN ADVICE 
ABOUT "unappealing behavior"
& SHUT UP