with donna
I MEAN
obviously
she wants help
BUT
she might be
ALSO
trying to get to KNOW me better
I'm not sure
if I'm really available for friendship
REALLY
I KNOW that sounds WEIRD
I DO like her
I just don't have a lot of bandwidth
MAYBE I will
BUT
not really right now
BUT
it feels like
GOOD practice
& I AM KINDA enjoying the
ORGANIZATION
she has a nice space
& she has it well laid out
it's REALLY just
DETERIORATED over time
& she could do it herself
BUT
it's demoralizing
& I have this
LIKE
SPECIAL ABILITY
to fit things into spaces
I am not really sure what is special about it
it's JUST the WAY that
MAKES SENSE
to ME
BUT
I've been TOLD it's somehow
SPECIAL
SO we'll GO with THAT
I am NOT finding it
BORING
