I'm NOT
SUPER
UP
I REALLY wanted to
FEEL some
KIND of
idk, breakthrough, or closure, or something
about my mom
I FEEL like
I've reached a place
I'm not REALLY
HAPPY about
with ALL
my
FAMILY
I MEAN
ya know how
when you die
supposedly you go through a tunnel and come out where all your people are there to greet you
I don't really want to do that
AND
I heard this rainbow bridge story about
when your pets die
they WAIT for
YOU
AND
it made me SAD
I don't THINK
MOST
of my animal family would enjoy each other
I don't want them to have to wait around
for ME
I just want them to be happy
SEE
I'm in a WEIRD mood
