I had something going today
& I've lost the thread
of it
it was
SOMETHING
about being completely
INSIDE myself
MAYBE
OH
ALSO
something to do with
what you get
what you
put out
coming back to you
& the IDEA
the CONCEPT
of STORY
THAT
contributed
to my MOOD
& I was thinking about
seeing him on Myspace
HOW LONG AGO
& wondering
ABOUT
STUFF
& SO CHARMED
by trolling
CANADIANS
I don't KNOW what to tell MYSELF in the deBRIEF
it was LIKE
OKAY
when I went to that conference in colorado
I was standing OUTSIDE in shirtsleeves
AND the COLD
WAS
OUTSIDE
usually the cold gets into my joints
since I was a kid
I'd be rubbing
on my hands
to unclaw them so I could write with my big pencil on my big chief pad
it was LIKE
THAT
with everything
