POSSIBLY
this is one hundred percent true
POSSIBLY
it was something
TOLD to her
to HURT her
BUT
the REST of the STORY is BAD too
& the ESCAPE from it
was a determined
BATTLE
EXCEPT
she never really escaped it
I GUESS
I'm not sure
the reason she looks immediately
for the THING she can TAKE AWAY
is because the ONLY WAY
she can DEAL with
PEOPLE
is
some kind of POWER or LEVERAGE
she can't*
*at least I'm postulating she can't; I haven't ever seen any evidence that she can
put herself in someone else's perspective
EMPATHIZE how someone else
would FEEL
SHE doesn't LIKE
THIS here NOW
she can't be at FAULT
NOTHING is her
FAULT
BUT
in this CASE
FAULT would not come up
WOULDN'T LOOK
that DEEP
SHE doesn't LIKE
THIS here NOW
SHE has a LEVERAGE
ALWAYS
YOU
BE the WAY I LIKE YOU
SHE DOESN'T WANT
to KNOW me at all
it doesn't
MAKE SENSE to me
it's LIKE
it isn't possible for her to KNOW me
& MAYBE
SOME of that is
I'm this weird type of person that it's hard to know
BUT
I don't FEEL like
she KNOWS anybody
& THEN I'm LIKE
DO YOU
REALLY know anybody
& I'm LIKE
WHY are you being an apologist
& I'm LIKE
I'm NOT comfortable with the alternative
AND
I'm not even comfortable with
the EXPLORATION
to FIND the ALTERNATIVE
