Sunday, March 16, 2025

I did
A LOT MORE 
CHORES
BUT 
I have a MAINTENANCE issue 
THAT 
CREATES URGENCY 

which
ALWAYS helps

I ALSO think that the pandemic LOCKDOWN 
BROKE my
whatever you call
the masking overlay that let's me
BE amongst 
the HUMANS 
&
THEN 
all the STUFF with my mom

DID
SOMETHING ELSE 

AND
so NOW 
I'm all LIKE 
WHEN did I GET LIKE THIS 

BUT 
I was NEVER like this

AND
there is a natural human tendency--  I think 
to think that NORMAL or RIGHT 
or WHATEVER 
should be CHECKED against LAST SAVED copy
BUT 
I'm not even sure that's what we do, ever

I LOVE you 

I'm sorry I haven't been talking as much

I FEEL like 
EVEN with the added URGENCY 
I MAYBE worked myself around 

I THOUGHT 
ABOUT 
what I WANTED to do 

WHY
I WANTED to do it 

I KINDA 
moved between projects

I'm pleased with the amount of stuff I got done 

BUT 
EVEN though my MIND does WANDER
I don't REMEMBER what I thought about 

CHORES
don't really SPARK 
MUCH creativity 
OR
DEEP thought

BUT 
in fairness 
that thing about my brain WAS
pretty DEEP and COMPLEX thinking 
SO WHAT am I on about 

🤔🧐🤨