A LOT MORE
CHORES
BUT
I have a MAINTENANCE issue
THAT
CREATES URGENCY
which
ALWAYS helps
I ALSO think that the pandemic LOCKDOWN
BROKE my
whatever you call
the masking overlay that let's me
BE amongst
the HUMANS
&
THEN
all the STUFF with my mom
DID
SOMETHING ELSE
AND
so NOW
I'm all LIKE
WHEN did I GET LIKE THIS
BUT
I was NEVER like this
AND
there is a natural human tendency-- I think
to think that NORMAL or RIGHT
or WHATEVER
should be CHECKED against LAST SAVED copy
BUT
I'm not even sure that's what we do, ever
I LOVE you
I'm sorry I haven't been talking as much
I FEEL like
EVEN with the added URGENCY
I MAYBE worked myself around
I THOUGHT
ABOUT
what I WANTED to do
WHY
I WANTED to do it
I KINDA
moved between projects
I'm pleased with the amount of stuff I got done
BUT
EVEN though my MIND does WANDER
I don't REMEMBER what I thought about
CHORES
don't really SPARK
MUCH creativity
OR
DEEP thought
BUT
in fairness
that thing about my brain WAS
pretty DEEP and COMPLEX thinking
SO WHAT am I on about
🤔🧐🤨