LIKE
ALL the TIME
I hear some version of
I'm not good enough
BUT
NOT like
I don't have x,y,z SKILLS
LIKE
I'M NOT GOOD enough
I am FUNDAMENTALLY FLAWED
if people KNEW
HOW I REALLY am
blah blah blah
I don't really understand that
I don't mean to be insensitive about it
I GET it
I have insecurities
ABOUT
THINGS I have trouble with
ABOUT
THINGS I have no aptitude for
BUT not MY SELF
there's a WAY
in which I
FEEL myself as
idk
ETERNAL, DIVINE, part of EVERYTHING
ALTHOUGH
NOT THAT DRAMATICALLY
NOT
believe it or not
IN RELATION to anyone else
I DON'T think of myself in COMPARISON
ALTHOUGH
of course, I guess I DO
ALL the TIME
BUT
SOMEHOW
that's DIFFERENT
MAYBE
it's an ATTITUDE difference
MAYBE
I'm just CONFUSED
or full of sh*t
