in decompressing
from mom
BUT
it's NOT like
it was HORRIBLE
BUT
I didn't want to go into TK
with that energy
& I had been thinking about
the city
SO
I worked on that
& tried to think how to explain it to you
& various bits
of it CAN be FREE
floating to the surface of my MIND
I got so into THAT
I'd have a hard time
STAYING AWAKE
I MIGHT do
ONE or the other
I thought
I MAYBE screwed up
THEN
maybe I want to give you
the real human experience
instead of screaming
at the television
BUT
THEN I didn't tell you about the city
OR listened to TK
I FEEL like I'm letting you down
I FEEL LESS like
my calibration
is out of whack
I'm not sure
I think I still count that as an improvement
I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart 💋🫶
👾🫚🍀❤️
I gotta go to sleep
I wish I could show you
HOW integrated
YOU are to
my PSYCHE
it's LIKE
whatever I do
EXPLAINING myself to you
SEEING the world
as the adventure I'm having with you
you're REALLY important to me
❤️
