Saturday, March 29, 2025

I called my mom 
when I first woke up
NO
I texted her
it took a while but we figured it out 

we went to murder by the book
& I also bought a book

I was looking at 
STAFF
PICKS

it jumped out at me

ROOT ROT
saskia nislow--  writer, ceramicist, & psychoanalytic training candidate, based in brooklyn, where they live with their partner and three cats

CREATURE publishing 
feminist discourse
& HORROR'S
commentary and catharsis

when I read THAT I thought--
YEAH, that's who's gonna publish your book

I saw my mom
I guess I already said about murder by the book

THIS book I bought
I'm not entirely certain 
I can HANDLE it

it was just
SO possibly perfect 

it's the perfect size for my hand
in FACT the BOOK is 
NOW 
SOME SORT of RITUAL object

I'm odd 

I got the STORY from my mom 
WHY she's OFF our regular 
LUNCH spot

she got the tomato basil soup
that I tell her NOT to get
SODIUM 
if TOMATO soup is GOOD 
then the sodium is TOO MUCH 

she asked the guy if it was included 
he said yeah
THEN 
she GETS the bill
NOT included 
she asks him
& he brings
SOMEONE 
to tell her it's not included 

she doesn't ASK to speak to a
MANAGER 

she spends a lot of money there
she has been disrespected 

I'm LIKE 
we've been going there for years 
they ALL 
KNOW you by name

they treat you
SPECIAL 
all the time 

one guy
screws one thing up
I MEAN talk to the
MANAGER if
you NEED to

& SHE'S LIKE 
I'll get there

I'm LIKE 
let me know when you're ready