I want to SHARE
I am deeply grateful
for the ADVENTURE I've had
chasing you
I KNOW there was a lot
of CRYing
& soul-searching
& feeling like
ways
I didn't exactly want to feel
BUT
in addition to keeping me ALIVE
it motivated me to
EXPLORE
LANDSCAPES
both internal and external
AND
even if you ultimately decide
I'm just too CRAZY
YOU have been
WORTH
all the everything
there are plenty of moments
when I'm freaking out
& maybe
don't SEEM like I feel that way
SO
I want to be SURE and SAY it
NOW that it's
COHERENT
ALSO
I was talking to my therapist
& I'm not SURE
how much of what I'm currently saying
he can actually understand
SO
I can ONLY imagine
HOW much more difficult
it is to decipher
from this
poetry format ramble
I'm SORRY for THAT
I WISH I could be
CLEARer
