I guess 
TODAY 
I lost THAT battle
BUT 
I ALSO 
thought ABOUT the 
CHARTREUSE 
walls, in the DREAM 
THEN
out at that show
& one thing
& another
it seemed like a SIGN 
AND 
I don't know YET 
BUT 
it made me really think about the
STUFF 
AND
I can't quite articulate it 
BUT grateful 
BUT 
a bunch of processing 
with different 
FEELS 
& I guess TODAY 
was the day