so MUCH stuff
I want to
represent the experience
BUT
I just know
I FEEL less CRAZY
I am not holding on by my fingernails
BUT
it still feels
PROCESS-Y
maybe I should have
written MORE
from the standpoint of
feeling your energy
BUT
it's harder to describe than you'd think
AND
SOMETIMES
it's very sexual
BUT
other times
it's just
a FULL body thing
I'm sorry if
I was somewhat
provocative
& then
just
passed out
