are
breathing a song
it's the damnedest thing
it's like the air-conditioner humming
that's what I thought
I'm melee dosed
I ALSO thought
the ENERGY
was
SO like everybody is living
this moment
I SEE, ya know
WHY
it's like
I can ONLY take in so much information at a time
LONGER would be better
I KINDA scared myself
with the
TENT
it's been a while
and
there's a WAY
it was super bridging
I just LOVE you
I still don't know what I'm doing
BUT
I'm not so worried about it
I wanted to see you
because I feel like
I was in a somewhat altered state
those other times
&
I'm not sure I'd call myself quite right now
no, I'm definitely not
I think this was all I could handle
there's a WAY
in which
I WANT to KNOW
everything
BUT
the truth is
the desire to know everything
in a certain way
precludes
the actual knowing
BUT
the turning loose of the story line making
alters other perception
I SOUND really WEIRD to me
OK
THIS will make MORE sense
while I'm actually living
I'm trying to come at THINGS
in the moment-ish*
when I write about it to you
I turn the whatever it is
BACK on
I'm SEEING a bunch more STUFF
did I always have this DELAY
I don't know
I was never looking at it from quite this way
I've always had my FRAMEWORK
which included fantasy
to be SURE
BUT
it broke
and consequently
I'm real uncertain about certain areas
I'm still confused
BUT
I think that ok
