Saturday, October 26, 2024

I was trying to find footage 
of the lines
I KNOW 
the news covered it

I was planning to go at 1pm
doors were at 3pm

BUT 
I heard on the news
that there was already a line
at 11am
SO
I went ahead and went earlier 

I wore a jacket I have
with a bunch of pockets
so I wouldn't need 
a purse at all

it was too HOT 
I took it off
almost immediately 
tied it around my waist 

so my upper arms
we're exposed 
& are pretty 
BURNT

when the SUN 
went behind a cloud
EVERY TIME 
PEOPLE 
CHEERED

the people RUNNING the EVENT 
had HUGE stacks of WATER 
& MEDICS

AND
I gotta tell you
they NEEDED them
BUT 
it wouldn't be 
UNUSUAL 
NOT 
to have them

there was a middle aged white couple 
near me in line
after it was condensed and moving

EVERY time we stopped 
the woman threw up
& the guy fell into the fence 

they were flanked by two older black women 
running support & interference 
& I thought they were
LIKE a group

BUT 
at the end of the line
they were LIKE 
if we get separated 
I just want to 
THANK you 

the white lady
was LIKE 
at one point
I'm from NORTH TEXAS 
& I'm not used to THIS 
HOW 
do you do THIS 

I'm LIKE 

NOBODY ever REALLY 
gets used to THIS 
& even those
of us who LIVE here

WE DON'T 
stand outside in the HEAT
for five hours

I had said to someone earlier 
LAST week
I THOUGHT FALL was finally here

it's not Halloween YET 
came back at me

I KNOW 
I've lived here fifty seven years 
& I still have 
WEATHER AMNESIA 

SUMMER is
APRIL through OCTOBER 

the pallets of water
the volunteers
we're walking around 
handing them out

it was
INTENSE