Sunday, October 20, 2024

I've been trying to decide 
HOW 
to describe the
EXPERIENCE 

because the
PROBLEM 
is
WORDS

FORM things
& it's MAYBE not completely FORMED

I KNOW 
I LIKE this gallery
this guy has
SOMETHING he's looking for in the art

NOT like is this a popular
THING
& I didn't THINK 

it was QUITE my thing

BUT 
I was looking around 
& it connected 
to the little girl in me who loved the Aadams fam

AND
my mom talked to the guy
I mean I talked to him
TOO, BUT 
my mom was all LIKE 

if we moved the small painting of the flower vase
into the bedroom or something 
could one of these
small ones
FIT THERE 

I'm LIKE 
ABSOLUTELY 
if you were going to get one
WHICH ONE
were you thinking about 

I AM telling you 
I REALLY love this chartreuse BIRD painting 
called HOPE 

I successfully USED the QR code
OUT in the WORLD 
I asked him
what the artist's insta was

AND
I KINDA want 
to go to the ARTIST talk

I thought maybe my mom would like to go 

when we left
got back in the car
I said SOMETHING & I KINDA wish I remembered 

because her answer was

NO those were really MORBID 

WHY
was she ACTING like 
she was MAYBE GONNA buy something 

I THINK I'm going to 
GO, though