Friday, October 18, 2024

I'm starting to think 
I get headaches
or actually sick
or
SOMETHING 

WHEN 
I have too much processing 

NOT 
LIKE 
I'm faking it, or whatever, but rather
I just have SOMETHING happen
AT the right 
TIME 

THIS 
is at least partially WEATHER 
we got a cold front
which is great from the standpoint of 
turning off the a/c finally
BUT 
LESS great from the standpoint of headache 

BUT 
I did have a lot to process, I think

I STILL 
don't really know what to think of that dream

I looked up coffin
it said womb

I didn't FEEL like 
THAT was 
ANY
CLEARer, plus it wasn't REALLY a coffin
it was MORE of a CAPSULE 

THIS 
is gonna probably SEEM really random 
it KINDA is

if you've seen
jefferson in paris 
there's this BED, it's like this niche, but opens onto
TWO different ROOMS 
or maybe it just SEEMED like that to me 
BUT 
it HAUNTS me
SOMEHOW 

in reality 
I THINK I favor
MORE of a 
TUCKED into a corner vibe

BUT 
THIS has KINDA a TUCKED into a recess 
BETWEEN two
it has a 
CAVE
quality, I think that's the primal quality it 
EVOKED

AND I don't know WHY I'm taking about THIS 

it's just some
IDEA
that calls to me
PULLING 
MORE 
than
makes any SENSE 

OH
I was talking ABOUT the "bed" in the dream
I ALSO 
have traditionally felt 
DRAWN
to those Chinese ROOM beds

SO
ENCLOSURE 
is a recurring theme
THIS one
in the DREAM is more enclosed, smaller
MORE TRANSPARENT 

RATHER 
than being futuristic 
it seemed to be
of UNKNOWN
TIME 
& natural materials 

I FEEL like 
there was a rug on the floor 
I don't remember 
I FEEL like 
the rug was a spiral-form woven rug

but maybe not 
very flat, low-key, beautiful utility 


I don't know 
what this means 
BUT 
it's NEW