I MUST be
SOMEWHAT confusing
because I'm somewhat CONFUSED
I'm TRYING to
LET GO of the idea that I have to KNOW
what I'm doing
because it's a necessary
STEP, somehow
the NOT knowing, for change
I had FORGOTTEN about
HERMES
the god of transition
I am not SURE how to EMBODY that
I FEEL like I THOUGHT
I DID at the time
BUT
I subsequently didn't
I THINK
MAYBE
the reason I'm so out of sorts
is that
I haven't caught up
PROCESSING
I KNOW
I DREAMED about you
BUT I can't
REMEMBER
I THOUGHT
you know this whole year
was maybe a low key nervous breakdown
AND
THEN I THOUGHT
sh*t, maybe it's been since the lockdown
you know he's still trying to rescue you from that
AND
THEN I got a little DOWN
not gonna lie
